08 December 2010

Eulogy

He died.

No fanfare, no great revelation
No seeping darkness, no blinding light

He did not see his life
nor did he witness his death

His tombstone reads
"Here lies a man"

But no the epitaph lies
Nothing rots in the earth but

A mannequin doppleganger
stretched skin and white and waxen

There is no beauty
in his death.

There is no lover
tossing herself in the grave

There is no child
asking confused questions

There is no mother
giving confused answers

The weather is mild
no tempest, nor fog, nor blazing sun

There are 4 clouds, perhaps 5
and 7 mourners, perhaps 6

There is no beauty
in his death.

No manuscript was left unwritten
for the world to ponder

No masterpiece found
in his basement, appraised for millions

No genius left scribbled
the last ejaculate of his death throes

There is no beauty
in his death.

No funeral pyre
like a final fist to the sky

No tortured multitude
carrying their great hero

No flower sprung from the
last blood along the ground.

There is no beauty
in his death.

He passed as he lived
quietly without event

We mourn here today
in likewise fashion

The service ends
his brother gives a eulogy

There is a mumble
We all go our separate ways

We will be at work tomorrow
We will keep unscathed

There is no beauty
in his death.

Night fell on the
field of graves
The silence punctuated
only by a lone engine.

I found the stone
once more in the dark.

As the man did not remain
Neither did the A

There is no beauty
in our death.

For Pennies

Let’s make this our night.

Let’s kick our good habits
and grow our bad ones in neat
rows of dandelions
and ponder what marks
weed from flower.

Let's fill a jar with memories
and dash it against the ground
when it's full so we can play
with them once more.

Let’s empty our brains
like a register full of quarters
chase them along the pavement
and roll them into neat piles
to trade for pennies.

Let’s cut holes in our pockets
and fill them with time
until the last echo of
a tick splits our emptied skulls
and drains out the nothing.

Let's rob a jeweler
and give diamonds to the homeless.
Their babbles are endless
and they've earned something for that.

Let's ink our pens with the clouds
and write odes to the sea
where they meet and watch them turn
orange then red then purple then black
then dissipate with wind.

Let's read tea leaves and palms
like books written by wise
old men with wide smiles
and wider minds.

Let's blow out the city lights,
dance with the stars,
and apologize profusely
for stepping on their toes.

Let's wash our hands with acid
and leave empty fingerprints
on likewise glasses
staining breathless lovers'
heaving antipathy

Let's play to lose
and throw the pieces
about the floor when
our plan goes awry, smiling.

Let's slowdance to anachronisms
while the ether whispers
around and between us and through us,
until it settles in us.

Let's watch the clouds
from atop a sinking city
and marvel at how the water's
lovely this time of year.

Let's fall in love
and drown together
in whichever order
the universe decides.

Let's make this our night
It may be our last.

Were

Istumbledonto
amemorytoday

Like a
neatly
folded
do
  ge
    ar
springing
from
a lost
page in
a
fa
vo
ri
te
book.

You hid (you hid playfully)
along its
ruffled
edges
but I caught
you anyway.
(Just to let you go.)